Somewhere Out There

In parallel sa pagdradrama rin ng isang kadugo ko, meron din akong mga nyornyornyor (ayon kay Aileen) moments.

Naghahanap ako ng friendship. Friendship nga na naiintindihan ako through tariray moodiness and pranka tactlessness (ang ambiguous ano?). Pero yun nga, hang damidami nang nagsasabi (front o backstabbing) na super tactless ang beauty ko. And believe me dahil gusto ko naman magkaroon ng kahit isa o dalawang friends, kaya binawasan ko itech.

Pero mukhang over the top na talaga ang pranka level ko at kahit anong pagiging careful ay pranka pa rin ang chenes. (Kakaibang level na itu!) Heniweys, nafagod na rin ang lola. Sa sobrang pag-iingat, nagmistulang basang kuting. Nangingig at takot. Takot magkamali, takot madulas.

Kaya heto ako. Naghahanap ng tunay na friendship. Ayoko ng plastic. Tatanggapin din naman kita mader (ano ako hipokrita?). Wag ka lang magsinungaling sa akin. Ifufull volume ko ang kaprankahan ko kung nagkataon (sige ka).

San ka na mader? Let’s go eat sago. I’m here. Naghahanap ng friendship na matatanggap ako kung sa sino ako.

Darna!

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10 Responses to “Somewhere Out There”

  1. Marman says:

    Judging from this one post (perhaps wrong choice of words… I don’t judge… honest) sounds like a friendship with you is one hell of a roller coaster ride 🙂 .
    Then again roller coaster is always fun.

  2. meemax says:

    @Marman Some people needs getting use to. I’m most probably that kind of person. Cebuanos are very carefree but are a lot more sensitive than Manila folks. I often have to be careful when joining a new group of friends.

    Good news though is that in that group of friends I get to keep 1 or 2 as true friends. Sometimes I just tell the truth way too brutely or rather “not in the right time”. =P

  3. Jan says:

    Dai – nobody’s perfect. The beauty of friendship is we have less expectations but more patience, HUGE acceptance & strong bond with them than w/ a bf (so I noticed =P). Basta mag-click, ayos na! You can be bitchy w/ me…actually, I NEED that brutal reality check. So long as you’ll laugh AT me…eventually, WITH me…when I make a fool of myself (hence, the reality check). hahaha =D Sus…we all have our skeletons in our closets. What we all need is someone who won’t run away when they get to have a glimpse of what’s inside. I’m here Dai. Basta ba kasabot pod ka sa akong mga “pagka-pastilan” nga moments. hahaha =D *murag drama na ni dah! =P*

  4. Coh says:

    Awwwww. I’d like to give you a hug: >:D<
    It seems to me that a lot of people are looking for that same thing. So I hope you’ll find someone over there.
    If you ever get back here, you know you don’t have to be anyone else with me. 🙂

  5. meemax says:

    Hakilak man pud ko’g popcorn ani uy. I’m here pud. I’m not the asking type. Basta if you’re ready to talk just pinch my ears and drag me to you so I could listen to you. ^_^

  6. meemax says:

    This goes for Jan and Cocoh. ^_^

  7. kilcher says:

    hoy, uling, bakit nagnonyornyor ka? :))

  8. meemax says:

    galing kaya yan sa wishing list mo hehehe. wala lang. namimiss ko na kayo eh. waaaaaahhh!

  9. meemax says:

    Hahahaa. Pinagdaanan mo rin to! =P

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