The mischievous smile. Your cute cheekbones. How we could talk for hours about your games, books and magazines versus my anime, gadgets and clothes.

Far worse than the things that I will miss, I lost my closest friend. If I could keep you as a friend, I would. And yet, it is impossible for us to be friends. We both know that and we both know why.

I know what I lost. No, it wasn’t worth it. But I can’t erase what I have done. And we can’t ignore what we have become because of that.

One last glimpse. One last look together to the world ahead of us. I really do regret that we can’ t look at the world together after this.

Thank you for everything. And I’m sorry.