Tama na. Tigilan na ang pagtingin ng picture profile nya sa YM. I get it. Namimiss mo sya. At kahit di naman kagwapuhan eh napapabugtong hininga ka pa rin. Naalala mo ang init ng yakap, ang amoy ng kanyang pisngi at kung papaano sya kumasya sa iyong mga bisig. Ibibigay mo ang lahat upang maulit […]
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Posted by meemax on January 5th, 2012
Ayan na. Pipindutin ko na. Sa imo.im, merong kang pwedeng i-click para maging favorite ang isang tao. Favorite, tipong sya ang lagi mong kachika sa pang-araw-araw na gamit mo ang imo.im. Kesa naman maghalughug ka pa at mapudpud ang scroll button ng mouse mo, ayan na sya sa may itaas ng listahan mo ng milyon-milyong […]
For the 1st Time, Malamig ang Pasko
Posted by meemax on December 8th, 2011
Yes naman. Talagang ipagkalat sa mundo ano? I am single. Nag-iisa, malamig at tipong (ika nga ng friend kong si B) nagse-self-service na lang. For the first time, malamig ang Pasko. Unang paskong walang lablayp o kilig factor. Walang boyfriend o boylet o boy toy man lang. Kung kelan namang me sarili akong apartment di […]
Shorts
Posted by meemax on August 22nd, 2011
I pulled out a pair of shorts from my drawer. It was a plaid one in white and pink-orange. They were short but not short enough to use for partying in a club, not that I would wear plaid shorts in a club anyway. A pair just right for summer wear, worn with a tanktop […]
Bara
Posted by meemax on August 13th, 2011
Last last week, akala ko na mamamatay ako. Me nadama akong solid mass sa left side ng bladder ko last last week. Di na ako napupo madalas pero di ko napansin yun. Tsaka palang nagpanic ang beauty nung sumakit na pati left side ng tiyan ko. Waaaah! Tumor ito o cancer! Nagflashback at inaalala ko […]
This Girl is Gone
Posted by meemax on August 11th, 2011
Magpapakasenti muna saglit ha? Pero gusto ko lang kaseng ishare. 🙂 Kung sakali mang naging that girl ako to someone, well wala na. Kase nobody’s girl na ako. I will be this girl to myself and to whoever needs me. Pero yung nanakit sa’kin, wala ka na sa listahan. At ang yabang ko di ba? […]
Single but not ready to Mingle
Posted by meemax on August 6th, 2011
My bwakanang ex and I broke up 3 months ago. Di sya pretty kase nga shit happens. Pero samdamakmakang shit ang nangyari nung. Amfufuness. Kung pwede lang akong mag-turn-back-time, binatukan ko na sana sarili ko with matching armlock. I was that stupid. Walang tatalo kahit Alaska. Ayun. Kahapon nakita ko lang yung FB status ko […]
A Poem from the Past
Posted by meemax on July 7th, 2011
I read this poem from the past. Now I’m sharing, tell me what you guys think. 🙂 I miss you. You know who you are. You, who had been with me for the best part of my life. You, who had seen me through all my ups and downs. You, who had been my best […]
My Nepali (Ex)Boyfriend: Love Lost to Racism and Bigotry
Posted by meemax on April 27th, 2011
“No Filipino! Nobody in my family likes you. Not my brother, not my sister. They said no. I can’t be married to a Filipino.” At that moment, I literally felt every Filipino cell in my body scream. I am now a victim of racism. In a struggle that is neither violent nor crimson but still […]
