Him: im trying to find a direction for myself to hang on to
Him: coz im planning to settle down in a year or two, or at most in three years
Me: ows?
Me: 2008-2010?
Me: yun talga plan mo?
Him: yup
Him: we’re not getting younger, and its too tiring living alone

Him is an ex-boyfriend with whom I’ve shared everything with for three years. It’s a bit surprising (and uneasy) to hear this from him. Despite that I still loved him when I let him go, I knew that we were not gonna last given how I’m living my life and how we’ve been lately.

Like my friend here in Tokyo said on our break-up, “It’s so mature and stupid at the same time.”

I still wish him all the best. He deserves so much. Right now, I don’t think I can attend. Maybe then. Probably.