I hate let’s-wait-for-the-future things although that’s what I have been telling them. I hate telling them that because I know I hate waiting for the future. I hate waiting (period). He knows that well. Sometimes patience is needed for the right decision. However, in this case, my cowardice overrides my patience. I don’t want to [...]
Syempre with warning this time about the geekiness of this blog post. Anyway, since kelangan kong mag-edit ng video (shucks ang yabang) dahil super dilim nung kuha I resorted to download and use VirtualDub. Di naman over-the-belles extravaganza ang gamit ko sa VirtualDub. Pinaliwanagan ko lang ang video para naman makita ang paggegewang at pagkekembot [...]
Flickr-ers and Flickr-ettes often greet people by posting a Christmas photo they took. So here’s mine. Nakikiuso. Haha!
Many of you may not know what the hell Beetle Bailey is. Unfortunately, my mom showered me with lots of Beetle Bailey mass production comic books that it’s been etched forever in my memory. (I will be needing to ask my mother how she got those.) You shouldn’t be surprised to see me gnashing my [...]
My headaches been acting more frequently and longer than I want them to be. I don’t believe I’m psychosomatic. Over nga ang work ko kapag depressed o galit! Ilalabas ang depression sa coding (at galit sa comments i.e. “DITO KA DAPAT LUMABAS!!!!!!!!”) But probably because I don’t have my support group here in Tokyo that [...]
The mischievous smile. Your cute cheekbones. How we could talk for hours about your games, books and magazines versus my anime, gadgets and clothes. Far worse than the things that I will miss, I lost my closest friend. If I could keep you as a friend, I would. And yet, it is impossible for us [...]
I know I can never erase what I did before. I know I can never erase the hurt of what I did yesterday. I’m still very sorry. “…There’s just no other wayAnd I couldn’t bear to see your heart breakSo I´ll wait till your asleep to say good-bye…”by Expose
Nothing’s been fixed yet! This time no more pretending. No more pretending that this can be fixed. No more masquerading I can still genuinely smile on my alone time. I shoot pictures. I play RPG games. I try to work. But I just really want to forget. No more pretending. I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m [...]
No, I didn’t place any character that cannot be rendered by your browser’s current character set. Yes, it is what it is. Three question marks. As many would probably shrug off my current state of turmoil as quarter life crisis, if you are one of them then skip the whole damn blog. Suffice to say, [...]
Yup, I’m going back to Maharlika, my country my home. Problema. Wala na akong home dun! That’s right. Wala na! As in gone! Vavoom! Chuwing! Wala na po kase ang pamilya ko sa Cebu. Nagmigrate na sa ibang bansa. At ang above 21 nyong yours truly, eh hindi covered ng petition nila. So heto ako. [...]
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